Thursday, October 26, 2023

A Chat About Discerning Truth in Our Thoughts, Beliefs, and Impressions

This was a chat I had with a spiritual being after the Lori Vallow Daybell murder trial. Lori Vallow Daybell was found guilty of having her two children murdered in Idaho. This devout Mormon became immersed in thoughts, beliefs, and impressions that led her to see her children as zombies who needed to be killed. She was deemed to be mentally competent, but somehow her beliefs led her to do many atrocities. How does a person's inner guidance system get so screwed up? Why do some people's subtle inner navigational system work and others lead them to bizarre behavior? This was the background for this discussion with a Spiritual Being.

"You have been pondering the process of using thoughts, feelings, and impressions as part of the navigation process for the soul and how the Lori Daybell murder trial was in part, a presentation of her doing just that. She was following almost blindly with her thoughts, feelings, impressions, and those beliefs about the end of the world resulted in several murders.

Her beliefs were (and are) galvanized through fear that stems from her religion and has led her to take these religious teachings in new directions that include zombies, soul possessions, and the need to save those who are unruly or not following THEIR plan which results in having people eliminated (killed). It is a similar process to the witch trials of the past - maneuvering or manipulating others to make them more afraid and to force others to agree and accept actions that would in calmer minds would be rejected and forbidden. 

The process of using one’s thoughts, feelings, and impressions as a means of guidance to help make better choices and decisions that are aligned to their life purpose is still a worthy form of communication and navigational tool. The error in this group of doomsday people as seen in the Lori Vallow Daybell trial is that the information they are getting from within their thoughts, feelings, and impressions is based on group thinking and support that has been fueled with fear, hate, manipulation, and the desire to belong, etc. This is that negative polarity of energy and in need of being rebalanced towards more positive energies.

A person chooses or decides to stay in that negative polarity often due to this is where their peers are living or surrounded by and they lack the strength, skills, or perhaps are lazy - and choose to stay in that sea of negative (aka evil) forces. The acceptance or camaraderie of having a “tribe” of people who accept you - even if it is in that sea of negative energies - is still appealing if you are afraid of being alone or ostracized or not accepted. The feelings, impressions, and thoughts of staying in that murky water need to grow or expand to the point where it becomes more uncomfortable to stay. Some don’t know how to leave.


The brother, for example, may have accepted the route of death because it was the only way out or perhaps he was manipulated into that path by his sister. Needless to say, the process of using thoughts, feelings, impressions for guidance is still the way a person learns to tune in to get their own personal nudges or answers. In this process, the person also needs to learn how to discern when they are truly connecting with truth that is not “clear, clean, and unfiltered" or uncontaminated with their tainted views, beliefs, or cluttered with advice or beliefs from their tribe or authority figures.THAT is also part of the process - to be able to recognize when one’s answers or guidance is REAL or TRUE - from THEIR SOURCE (aka Higher Self).


There would be an additional sensation of “oneness” or “truth” or “peace” or “balance” with a thought, feeling or impression from within. It would stand on its own. It would have an awareness of it being RIGHT or TRUE - that awareness like when you know you are in love - you just know it. When it is from your source, it is that same type of “moment of awareness” - it is just TRUE. It is the same sensation. That sensation of awareness - where everything has lined up in that moment - this is how you would recognize the thought, feeling, or impression is directly connected and not filtered or influenced by rhetoric or others. It is not contaminated or inappropriately influenced by other energies or people or situations."

Tuesday, October 24, 2023

A Chat with a Spiritual Being Regarding the Chaos in the World

I’ve been discouraged and perplexed regarding the state of the world and the nation. There is so much unrest, violence, anger, and political unrest and divisiveness is growing. Why are we continuing in this swirl? Can we stop and end this? This is a chat I had with a Spiritual Being about what humanity is currently experiencing...

"There have been times like this in the past - the Holocaust, the witch burning, the Crusades - a frenzy of emotion and fear sweeping over a group of people who then kill, plunder, and do what they like. You are living through one of those moments where you have a tremendous megaphone in your society inciting anger, hate, fear, and a desire to expunge, purge, kill, and remove others who do not feel the same, or act the same, or look the same. The outcome of this frenzy will be similar to what happened in prior eras of uncontrolled rage. It is like a fire that cannot be controlled but will eventually burn out. Yes, lives will be lost. Property taken or demolished. Not in the places you may expect because chaos easily moves and flows in unexpected directions. The removal of Trump as its leader has not stopped or curtailed the movement, correct? Having him be placed in a permanent position of leading this group will not matter and may not be the expected outcome, but churn and upturn of the foundation will be. 

When things finally settle down it may be due to exhaustion or not having enough fuel in this movement to continue. But in this process of churn, new leaders within the opposition to this rage will not only emerge, but will be strengthened. This process of burning down all those structures that allowed and encouraged such destruction and the demolishing of the country's foundation will allow new seeds to come forward. The things the original America believed in - like justice, equality, civil liberties, fairness, everyone was supposed to have a voice - those things will be seen as being still valuable and will be nurtured to grow and develop. 

We anticipate the hatred and anger, conspiracies created by many (such as many men and the white supremacists) will be like embers that will finally be put out to end this chain of events. Your question as to why this is still happening is because it needs that uncontrolled rage and expansion to take over and dominate everything else so we can get it over with, extinguish those languishing embers that have been still in play for centuries, and then move on with a new canvas with leaders that have emerged from these battles that we can now trust and accept. The process for helping a person choose is often done through the help by seeing what we don’t want. Most people do not want to be ruled by paranoia, fear, hate, suppression, anger and rules that only apply to the rich and powerful.

This era you find yourself in is where people are presented with two strong options and choice as to who they are and how they want to live. Peer pressure is very much in play here, but because people will often follow the crowd they find themselves in, they will also be given windows or opportunity to make choices for themselves. Many will opt to stay in that current and flow of staying in a group, and will eventually learn a lesson they need to have - we each make our own choice and live with that consequence. This swirl of negative energy will end when it has run out of fuel and/or is no longer needed to prepare a new canvas for a new story about humanity.

You want to know if the Shialude is helping to control this rage, you ask? Notice how the swirl seems to be fed by individuals rather than leaders. This individual approach rather than a top down approach is represented by a different mantra being used that was not present in previous societal upheavals. The ability to disseminate this hate, anger, fear, conspiracies is much enhanced in the era you are living in, so the spread is faster, but it still would require willing participants to fuel the flames and keep them alive. Eventually this will burn out. How long? Maybe months, but most likely years. Not decades or centuries like it has been in the past. This is more intense and deeper, which means quicker in it becoming over.

The results of this intense chaos and change, we believe, is that the garbage people continue to cling to about race, wealth, power, control, religion, politics, and prejudices will, for the most part, be changed or at least softened. There will be new and different concerns emerge that are currently unforeseen, but the Tao desires different experiences, so the seeds as to what creates the push and pull between people will most likely be different from what was pervasive in your society. 

The desire to learn and explore energies beyond the earth and solar system is part of this new era as well. The era is new and will be very different from what you currently know and have lived through in all your incarnations. This new era is, and will be, very different. Trying to solve problems based on old behaviors and concepts will no longer work. They will seem archaic and designed for an era that is long gone."

Monday, October 23, 2023

Chaos and Change

Most likely you are feeling things changing within you, and in the world. Some of this is represented by chaos. Some are represented by the demise of some institutions and beliefs, Some are from timeline changes; some not.  

This is a time of change and upheaval in many ways, but also with this the awareness things are progressing. This change is allowing new ideas to start growing and emerging.  With change, there is always upheaval. Some will adapt, some will not.  You probably can already see who will have the fortitude to carry on and those who will not. Those who have been alone and independent and have had to scrape through life are often better prepared than those who have not. 

As always, and like most things, it is often a matter of choice as to how to get through all these changes and chaos.  Choice is a primary law of human development.  The ability to choose who you are and what you do is part of the gift basket that helps you become “you”.

The choices you make will reflect back to others as to the type of person you are. If you are stuck in a cycle of fear, hate, or anger, for example, others will see and know you as a person unable to grow, adapt, or move forward. If your choices are to change and adapt, you are seen as flexible, willing to take risks, and to move on. 

The choices you make are the colors you use to paint the canvas of your life. This is the “you” that is on full display for others to sense your essence and being.



Monday, October 16, 2023

Learning Qigong Healing Techniques Can Be a Way to Expand Your Consciousness

Qigong healing uses the techniques where your thoughts, your focus, and your intentions are garnered to assist in the healing of another. This state of mind helps you create a "state of being" where you, the healer, can join, connect, and participate in the subtle energies of another and then assist in guiding or directing these subtle energies to change, or move, or flow. 

This type of healing is one way to use your consciousness to participate and be involved in the subtle energy field that is within us. This process is one way to not only expand your consciousness, but to engage and frequently use this energy field.

The Qigong training begins with learning how to sense, feel, and interpret not only your own personal energies, but the energies around you. You tune into your five senses (touch, hear, see, smell, taste) and learn to sharpen the access and interpretation of those subtle messages that come from these senses.

As you practice and improve those skills of sensing, interpretation, and understanding those subtle messages, you expand your ability to receive these types of messages. You also develop and improve your ability to trust what you are receiving. This can lead to additional methods of communication opening up to you. One of these may be the ability to connect and commune with nonphysical beings of spirit, who may even join in and assist with healing sessions and activities you are conducting. 

Thursday, October 5, 2023

Social Media and the Development of a New Group Consciousness

One of the Tao's desires is the expansion of consciousness. The expansion of consciousness has typically meant being tuned in and aware of our own thoughts, feelings, desires, and impressions, and then gaining an interpretation, understanding, and an action associated with this awareness. This has been the process to help fuel change, growth, development, and improvements in life. It has been part of a process of gaining knowledge, insight, and wisdom.

But we are now in a new era of humanity's development - a revolution of change, if you will. Due to new technology, how we live is always changing and having access to the world wide web and being connected to everything and everyone. We now have tools, such as through social media, to share private thoughts, feelings, desires, impressions, and whims and release these personal bits of consciousness as data points into the wild. These pieces of our inner self can now be part of a group consciousness that is no longer hidden or secure our physical boundaries. It has been released and can take root into a group consciousness that has no constraints or protections. It can become a part of a group-like mind of thoughts that now have a mythical form of cohesion with a hashtag and label.  Your personal thought or feeling is now part of a new type of an expanded consciousness.

Having something humanity has not seen and experienced before is how the Tao also learns, grows and develops. This new "group consciousness" is now also part of humanity's journey of learning, growing, and developing. Part of this experience will undoubtedly require us, as a society, to figure out how we can use this new group consciousness to become better than who we currently are, and to gain the knowledge, insight, and wisdom needed in this new phase of humanity's growth.

Tuesday, October 3, 2023

Expanding Consciousness Begins with Self Awareness

The Tao has a desire for us to expand consciousness and awareness, which changes, expands, and fine tunes the energies of your soul. The process of expanding our consciousness and awareness is how we change our “inner subtle energies” that can eventually help us become enlightened beings.  

Expanding our consciousness and awareness takes place through the journey of our life experience. Living on this planet and overcoming the challenges as well as enjoying points of joy and pleasure all contribute to the learning process and help us to gain more insight, knowledge, and wisdom. But being tuned in and aware is where more growth and consciousness takes place. It is in that inner realm where our thoughts, feelings, desires, choices, decisions, and actions reside that are one of the keys to help us learn, grow, understand, and expand our consciousness, and when this happens, it is like a new energetic thread within our actual soul is created and then lights up. It changes who we are.

There are different ways to help us tune in and pay attention to the subtle going ons within us. This includes paying attention to your  thoughts, feelings, impressions, desires and decisions.  To do this you usually need to pause and spend time alone to allow the "subtle you" to come forward or to be more aware of this presence. Some will meditate to allow time and space for this connection and communication with themselves. Others will carve out time in nature to allow this self reflection. Some will use a creative process, such as writing, or drawing, or with music or art. Some will use exercise, such as horseback riding, bicycling, or jogging, for example. There are countless ways to set aside time and space for oneself and allow that free-flow of thought, feelings, and impressions to come forward.  

The important thing is to learn how to connect and commune with your thoughts, feelings, and impressions. The next step is to learn WHICH thoughts, feelings and impressions have value to you and are keepers and to then discard the ones you don't want or need. 

The process of tuning into our inner-self and then learning how to discern the gems of our inner thoughts and feelings we want to embrace is how we get to know our soul and its needs and desires. This is how we expand our consciousness and awareness. 

This whole process of self communing and understanding our subtle nature is a key to becoming more aware and enlightened. 

Monday, October 2, 2023

A New Baby is Given Instructions on How to Heal Herself

A friend of mine welcomed the birth of a new baby granddaughter, but the baby was shortly sent to the ICU due to meningitis and other complications. I told my friend I would give the new baby a remote Qigong treatment if the parents agreed. They did, so I prepared for the treatment and projected my spiritual self to the bedside of this new little tyke. Additional spiritual beings who often assist me with healing treatments also arrived; The Old Chinese Master, the Microbiologist, and two new experts on cells and genes named Ian, and Rhonda.  

When we arrived we saw an adolescent girl standing outside the incubator, staring at the baby inside the incubator.  This female was the new baby's soul!  We were seeing the soul based on the "soul age" of this spirit - a teenager. She was clearly unsure of what to do. She then made a comment, saying that this illness was totally unexpected and not something she planned or wanted. She now didn't know if she wanted to stay or not. The life she was expecting did not include major health problems and she was wondering if she should just leave and not fight this battle. 

Then, Rhonda and Ian conversed with the Microbiologist about what cells would or should be flipped off or on to resolve this problem. They then informed her what she could do to fix the problem. She would need to get back into the body and flip some switches within her cell structure. They informed her that by making those simple changes, there would no longer be an obstacle or reason to no longer want to continue with this body and have life experience she had planned. 

This adolescent soul then seemed to easily slip into that little infant physical body and must have flipped the appropriate switches (it seemed like 3 switches) because things suddenly changed. I could tell the illness or disease was now gone. She was OK and would continue to have no residual problems from this health scare.

Shortly after the conclusion of this remote treatment, my friend contacted me to inform me the Doctor just left and said the baby was doing well and was being moved out of ICU. 

We have a new technology in healthcare being studied and used in test cases called CRISPR, which is a genome editing process to see if it can treat or heal certain diseases. But the process that Rhonda and Ian were using was not the gene splicing process like CRISPR, it was more of a "flipping of a switch" or a code to either be active or inactive. My impression was they had brought this recommended process from a part of the Tao I didn’t know about or have had access to. It felt to me as if this solution was somewhere in the future, but because they could access everything and everywhere in the Tao's domain, they were able to share exactly what needed to be changed with this new soul, who then “fixed herself”. 

I was in awe. If an individual can obtain the healing instructions and then install the solution within their own body, this would be revolutionary.  This would be the epitome of self empowerment.

Sunday, October 1, 2023

Expansion of Conscioiusness

When I was 36 years old I was married, living in Utah, and struggling with questions about the Mormon Church. The rhetoric and answers I heard my entire life no longer made sense. Then, my spiritual guide, John U.K., made his presence known to me. John U.K. is  a former friend from my last incarnation. We both lived in the United Kingdom and were killed in WWII. After that incarnation, I wanted to reincarnate to finish what I had planned to do in that life. But John did not want to reincarnate but said he would help guide and prompt me in this new journey to help me complete those tasks. 

I was thrilled to have someone with “inside knowledge” in the spiritual realm and who was also accessible. I asked John U.K. all the stuff that made no sense to me, including the Mormon concept of God. “Is there a God” I asked?  His response was “There is the Tao”.  This is the response he gave:

“In the beginning there was dust, atoms, gas - the Tao. In order for the TAO to broaden its experience, it decided to create this earth's existence and divide itself upon it. The purpose was to gain the greatest diversity of experience. And in order for the Tao to learn, progress, and grow, the Tao chose to break into smaller pieces. We call these smaller pieces “fragments” of the Tao. Some of these fragments are us. You are all a fragment of the Tao. The earth is also one of those fragments.  The Tao is the total gathering of information, knowledge, wisdom, energy, etc. It is the sum of all existence, both what you can sense and that which you have no concept of. It is everything that is." 

Over the years I have learned that when we expand our consciousness and awareness is when growth and progress occurs. But why does this matter? What is the end game in all of this progression and expanded consciousness? It is this process of acquiring more knowledge, experience, wisdom, and awareness that changes our very soul - we become a more “enlightened being” - a type of brilliance that can be seen, felt, and expressed. It changes our very core. And because we are fragments of the Tao, as we change, grow, and improve, so, too does the Tao. This is what some call the “alchemy of the soul”.

Why is this important now? You have noticed how the world seems to be in upheaval. There is a lot of chaos and uncertainty in the world - more than ever before. This is related to humanity “waking up” - and it is creating a change in how we think and do things.  

The Tao is essentially demanding that we start thinking and being different. We need to become different. We need to become this new energy and we do this by making choices and decisions that are aligned with this new energy. The old ways of doing things no longer will work nor have the same value.  We are in a new era known as “The Awakening”. This means humanity has a new awareness of our own inner self - our soul and its energy. We are more aware of our thoughts, desires, feelings, and impressions and these will no longer be suppressed. They will no longer be ignored. On a collective level, it means that humanity will need to resolve problems differently. Decision makers will no longer be automatically awarded to someone based on their life station, or position, or if they are privileged, have wealth, power, or fame. It is shifting towards unexpected individuals.Currently it seems to be those who are just loud, irritating,  and disruptive, but this will shift as more people see this is not what they want. When it shifts towards people with integrity, service, passion, knowledge, as well as the new tools (such as AI), this is when the trajectory and path will be sustainable. 

Humanity is on a new trajectory. This new trajectory will take us on many new journeys that will expand our consciousness and eventually help us to become more enlightened beings.

Friday, September 29, 2023

A Healing Group of Hawaian Female Spiritual Beings

A friend of mine, who had received all the numerous Covid vaccines, recently acquired Covid. This virus totally flipped her upside down in its intensity and depth. She was pretty sick.I offered to give her a remote Qigong healing treatment and she accepted this offer. When I completed this remote Qigong treatment, I noticed a spiritual being present. It was my friend's spiritual guide, who I had met in prior Qigong sessions. She asked if she and others could add on to the Qigong healing I just completed and I told her yes. Immediately our spiritual selves were instantly transported from California to Hawaii.

I had been standing in the bedroom of my friend's home but I was now standing on the ground in a tropical outdoor setting, I looked around for my sick friend and her energetic spiritual self was lying asleep on top of a swinging hammock. The hammock was between two large palm trees. My friend was still deeply asleep and totally unaware of any of these movements and changes that had just occurred.

There was also a group of about 5 or 6 Hawaiian female healers standing around on this grassy shore. I saw two move to each side of the hammock and they were now gently and lovingly pushing my friend back and forth in the hammock like you would swing a child you were trying to sooth and rock to sleep. The rest of the women healers then circled around the hammock and began to coo, hum, and softly sing to my friend. The sounds and songs were similar to what a mother would sing to a child she was trying to soothe or get to fall asleep.

Many of these women had their eyes closed while they sang and hummed. To me it seemed they were sending thoughts and energies towards my friend. I sensed my friend's body starting to make changes as if these sounds and messages were now directing her to heal.

I then noticed a big black mass drop out completely from her body! It hit the ground with a thud. It looked like a big volcanic rock and was the size of about two hands stuck together. One of the women healers reached under the hammock and quickly removed this "rock" from the ground. She scampered away as if she would be destroying hard stone. Everyone seemed to be very pleased that this black mass fall out from my friend's body.
These women then removed my friend from the hammock and carried her over to the shore and into the ocean. My friend suddenly woke up and began swimming under the water in a "mermaid-like manner". She was happy, energetic, and joyful. It was a quick and amazing transition.
Next, they guided her out of the ocean water and back to the grassy shore. The women were now holding large green palm leaves and circled around my friend and began to stroke my friend's body with the palm leaves, fanning her from top to bottom and again started to sing and hum.

At the conclusion of this, each one of the women, one by one, came up to my friend, held her head in their hands, kissed her forehead, then placed their forehead to her forehead, whispered a message, and then blew air into my friends face. My friend took that breath into her lungs.
When the last healer completed this sharing, my friend and I found ourselves back again in California. I was still awake, but my friend was very deeply asleep, laying on her bed and in her home. It was as if nothing happened. I then did the final step of the Qigong healing process, which is to wrap the patient with a wrap of protective qi energy. This concluded the remote Qigong healing process. I ended the meditation and this connection.

This healing event was pretty remarkable and very unexpected. Healing activities can include spiritual beings who use healing methods that include sound, focused thoughts, and directed intention. They also used group participation to intensify the healing energies. There are expanded and different healing modalities for us to learn, experience, and be open to using.

Yes, my friend healed from this Covid event shortly after this treatment.

Thursday, April 27, 2023

How Do You Know Your Thoughts, Feelings, or Impressions are Correct?

The process of using one’s thoughts, feelings, and impressions as a means of getting guidance to help a person make better choices and decisions is supposed to be one of our best means to guide us in the journey of life. Being able to tune in, receive those subtle messages, as well as decipher and understand the message is a skill we can develop. But how do we differentiate if our thought, feeling, or impression is coming from our Higher Self rather than just the noise from others? How do we know our interpretation of the impression or message is correct?  

When a thought, feeling, or impression comes from your Higher Self there will be a sense of knowing - kind of like when you know you are in love - you just KNOW it. 

There is often a feeling or an awareness of “oneness” or “truth” or “peace” or “balance” with that thought, feeling or impression within you. It creates a positive polarity inside you - almost a lightness or radiance where you can feel your energetic self expand or soar a bit. 

When a thought, feeling, or impression is from YOUR inner guidance system (your Higher Self) or aligned with your life purpose, there is an awareness of TRUTH, or it being pure, or it being “aligned and not influenced by other energies”.  Your thought, feeling, or impression is an insight of awareness and knowing.

Thursday, April 6, 2023

Develop Skills to Get the Guidance and Answers You Need

You can improve and expand your ability to get the guidance and answers you need. You begin by first developing the skill to receive subtle communication and messages. You begin by improving your ability to sense and tune into your thoughts and feelings. You then focus on interpreting the subtle message(s) correctly.

You initially become more aware of your senses - what you see, hear, taste, smell, touch. This is the manner from which you interact with the physical world. These interactions then contribute to your thoughts, feelings, ideas, and concepts. But when you focus on using those senses to tap into and interact with the nonphysical realm of life, you become open to those senses being stretched and used beyond the physical reality. For example, you may start to 'see' things that you realize are not physical and still there. You may start to 'hear' things that you know are nonphysical, but you still hear them. In other words, your ability to sense beyond the physical realm into the nonphysical, spiritual, energetic realm of existence is now expanding. 

Next you become more aware of your thoughts and feelings. As you pay more attention to your thoughts and feelings you begin to notice when, how, and why your thoughts and feelings change and can recognize when a change is significant. 

In addition, this focused awareness seems to also flip an inner switch and you seem to now be in a mode to "receive messages” and now are being directly prompted or sent messages by your Higher Self. In addition, other spiritual resources may also send you direct messages through this “messaging inbox”. 

The more you trust your sensations, thoughts, feelings, and impressions, the more this channel and manner of communication will grow and expand. It may even develop into a type of "streaming messaging" service or process (such as channeling, or automatic writing, or telepathy) and your ability to interpret and understand those messages will also grow.

In summary, paying attention to your sensations, thoughts, feelings, and impressions can help you get the answers you need to help in your life journey.

Sunday, February 26, 2023

The Energies of the Chakras

You are composed of a physical and an energetic body. Your energy body consists of the soul, the chakras, and the Higher Self. We typically conceptualize the chakras as circular points of light that are similar to a rainbow and fixed closely along the spine. 

  1. The first chakra is located at the base of the spine and is usually depicted by the color red. 
  2. The second chakra is located near the sexual organs and above the first chakra. It is depicted by the color orange. 
  3. The third chakra is located at the solar plexus and is depicted by the color yellow.
  4. The fourth chakra is located at the center of the chest, near the heart, and is depicted by the color green. 
  5. The fifth chakra is located near the throat and is depicted by the color blue. 
  6. The sixth chakra is located between and slightly above the eyes and is sometimes called the “third eye.” It is often depicted with the color purple. 
  7. The seventh chakra is located at the top of the head and is usually depicted by either the color indigo or white.

Spiritual Energies Associated with Each Chakra

The energies of the lower chakras (point one, two, and three) are more “physical” in nature, and perhaps more tactile than the upper chakra points (five, six, and seven).  For example, you ground through the first chakra, and the other two are close to the earth point and deal with bodily functions, but also spiritual ones. The energies of the upper chakras are more mental, ethereal, and spiritual. 

The chakra points are balanced and aligned, even though there are an odd number of chakras. There are three upper chakras and three lower chakras. The fourth chakra is neutral and relates to the heart and to the energy of love.  Love is the center concept to existence.Love is the energy of the Tao and connects and holds all the Tao together as one.

These are the types of spiritual energies associated with each chakra:

First Chakra—Spiritual Energy of Sensing

The spiritual energy associated with the first chakra is related to sensing and connecting. This is how we receive input to interpret our environment. It is also the force that helps us connect to other energetic forces, such as the earth and to other life forces (people, places, animals, etc.). This is the chakra energy that helps us ground or stay rooted and connected with the earth, for example. This is the spiritual energy that helps us sense another person’s essence or true nature. This is the spiritual energy we use to connect with our environment, tribe, or community.  

The spiritual development tool that is most closely associated with cultivating this type of spiritual energy is food. In part it is because food comes from the earth and food is our connection to the earth. We use our senses (smell, taste, touch, visuals) to interact with food and it connects and becomes a part of all our senses. This process of interacting as well as consuming food is a way of partaking of the earth’s energy.

Second Chakra—Spiritual Energy of Truth

The second chakra is associated with the energy of truth. The core of truth is creativity. The core of creativity is the ability to create. Sex is the core of creation. This means that the spiritual development tool that helps us cultivate truth is through sex. But the caveat to create truth through sex requires the presence of love for that person. Sex alone won’t cultivate the energy of truth unless it is enveloped in love.

Third Chakra—Energy of Time (Past Regression and Future Sensing)

The spiritual energy associated with the third chakra is associated with time. It includes the ability regress to the past or to sense the future. The manner in which we interpret and respond to this spiritual energy is through our emotions and feelings. Being able to tune into your feelings and understand your emotions, as well as control your feelings will be a necessary skill should you decide to develop skills where you work with the energy of time.  

The way to cultivate this spiritual energy within you is done through the use of sound. Some people can cultivate this energy through chanting, or drumming, or through music. Different types of vibrations can be used to help one’s spiritual energetic self not only improve or balance their emotions, but also can be used to help them work in "time".  Regressing to the past, sensing the future, or visiting parallel timelines are activities that can be experienced by you and developed with this chakra energy. 

Fourth Chakra—Energy of Love

The fourth chakra’s spiritual energy is associated with the energy of love, harmony, balance, and change. The energies associated with this chakra are associated with love in all forms: the ability to love yourself, your partner, family, friends, humankind; all life.  The spiritual energies associated with this chakra are about transformation. We call this spiritual gift “ command projection” because it can create change in many forms. The act of healing, for example, is a transformational act and is associated with this chakra energy. 

The tool used to cultivate this chakra energy is color. Using different colors or lights of color can be used to augment any of the chakra. It can also be used to change any of the chakras, too. Using colors of pure light and even different combinations of color can be a very powerful tool to change one’s spiritual energies.  

Fifth Chakra—Energy of Communication

The fifth chakra’s spiritual energy is associated with communication. Communication takes many different forms.This energy is used to communicate with other people, but is also used to interact and communicate with your Higher Self. It is also used to help you communicate with spiritual Beings who may be serving as a Guide for you. In addition, this energy is also used for your inner communication, such as what happens in dreams, promptings, impressions, and meditation.

The spiritual development tool most closely associated with cultivating this energy is the use of rituals. Rituals are a way that uses our mind, body, and spirit in a story, metaphor, or convey a message that is felt as well as experienced.  Rituals are a broad form of communication that engages our entire being, and because of this, it is a tool to help improve the quality of our communication energy of the fifth chakra.

Sixth Chakra—Energy of Knowing

The sixth chakra’s spiritual energy is associated with awareness, gaining insight, and knowing with absolute surety. It is the energy from this chakra that helps us gain awareness and understanding. The process one’s spiritual self uses to gain more awareness and understanding is usually through connecting and interacting with other planes of the Tao. One’s spiritual self typically learns to use the energy of the 6th chakra by learning how to project ones energetic self to the astral plane. After that is master, visiting other layers of the Tao (or beyond) can also be achieved. 

The spiritual development tool most closely associated with cultivating this type of spiritual energy is with meditation. Meditation allows the mind to focus, clarify intent, or even wander.  Knowledge is an acquisition into the mind and uses the energy of knowing.

Seventh Chakra—Energy of Integration

The spiritual energy of the seventh chakra is associated with the integration and connection with the Tao (or Mother Nature, Mother Earth, God, Goddess, All that is).

The spiritual development tool most closely associated with cultivating this spiritual energy are activities associated with movements that bring the physical, mental, and spiritual realms together. It is almost a kind of blending together of the life force energies, the elements, and the soul into a kind of interconnection. This can happen with meditative movements, such as with Tai Chi, Qigong, Yoga, nature walks, some kinds of swimming, running or other activities where you have a sense of connection between mother nature (or the elements) and your body, mind, and spirit.

The spiritual experience that is created with the seventh chakra energy is the gift of telepathic communication. This type of mind-to-mind communication can occur with another person on the physical plane, or when with nonphysical Beings, such as helpers who come to assist with a healing. It is the communication that is used when you visit other nonphysical places, such as when you begin to meet with your Higher Self, or interact with your Spiritual Guides. Telepathy is the primary mode of communication when you travel to other levels of the Tao. 

Summary 

Each chakra is not only a different color it is a different type of energetic frequency of spiritual energy. Because each is a different type of energy, each chakra also creates a different type of spiritual experience. When you cultivate different chakras, you increase your probability of having spiritual experiences that are associated with that energetic vibration.

Sunday, February 19, 2023

An example of how paying attention to your thoughts, feelings is the beginning of everything

The message I keep getting is to let others know about the importance of tuning in and being aware of one's thoughts and feelings. This is the important message for this era in humanity - learning to trust one's own thoughts, feelings, hopes, and desires. This is the beginning step that we all must take to embark upon a life of meaning and purpose. This is the way a person learns how to start thinking and being their own person and taking responsibility and ownership for their life experience.

I then had a compressed series of experiences with a personal dream message, then a meditation, then an Qigong exercise, and finally a message from beyond with a recommendation to share this compressed experience as an example of how paying attention to your thoughts, feelings, and knowing your desires, translates into messages, guidance, and answers. This is kind of a typical day for me - I dream, I meditate, I do Qigong exercise, and I get input. Then I do my regular day tasks and live a normal life.

But I was prompted to share this morning's experience as an example of how being tuned into my thoughts, feelings, dreams, and sensations works for me and how this translates to getting answers to questions I've been focused on.

I keep a journal and record significant dreams, questions, thoughts, desires, significant events, new awareness, and guidance I have received. This is today's entry.

Sun Feb 19, 2023
My Dream
In my dream I was a passenger in my car; I was in the front seat. I believe my sister (or someone I know who I am close to) was driving and we ended up in what seemed like a tall large cave with a road running through it and a parking lot in this cave. It seemed like other cars were going to hit us and we ended up moving out of the way and backing into a wall in the parking area. We got out, walked around. It seemed this area was a type of tourist attraction that I had never heard of - even though it was close to where I live. 

I followed behind others who were pointing to an area on a jagged rock wall as being remarkable. I looked at it and only saw a bumpy rock. 

I then walked to another feature others were gathered around. It included an area that was up a few steps and then you walked into what looked like a small rock crevice. I walked up the steps, went into the crevice, and saw nothing other than rock, then exited the crevice. I couldn’t see what all the fuss was about.

Then I meandered to another area that had a group of people pointing to areas on a large rock wall as if it were a painting. Again, I didn't see anything but stone. But then I started to see very pale, slight colorings of lines and realized this was a petroglyph of some type, and I started to get excited, since I’m “into petroglyphs”. I had never heard that petroglyphs were near to where I live. I was excited! I then went back to the other areas I had examined and now saw a face image on the bumpy rock. I went back to the crevice and now saw there was an abundance of diverse images and faces in this rock. I knew this was a very important find! The more I stood and observed, the clearer these images became. 

I left, wanting to bring my camera and take photos, but I couldn’t find my camera or phone to take photos. I then woke up, got up, and went downstairs to do my daily morning meditation. I made some green tea and sat in the dark and began to meditate.

My Meditation 

In this meditation, my thoughts began, but were not about my dream, but rather about how I have eyes where I sometimes can see beyond the physical. This usually happens when I give a Qigong medical treatment, for example - where I “see” inside of the patient’s body and the problems that are there. I can also tune in at times and “see'' spiritual beings who come to assist. I also have experiences where I “see” bright light in a dark room - even though there are no lights turned on. In other words, there are times when I am using my physical eyes to look and observe, but see beyond the physical realm and into that nonphysical realm. This doesn’t happen all the time - but it is enough that I know when it is physically real and spiritually real. I’m also aware this also occurs with sounds, or smells, or tastes - my senses are sometimes able to tap beyond the physical and into that nonphysical space and retrieve and report on those sensations.

In this meditation I was now being told that “focusing on improving one’s sensing skills means that you are reaching beyond the physical senses and tapping into the nonphysical, but still using those physical means to report on what you are receiving. This is what it means to expand one’s ability to sense - it’s improving your skills and abilities to interact and receive input from all these other layers of the Tao and send it into your physical self as a means to enhance the message and communication.”

I then ended my meditation and began doing Qigong exercises to accompany the sunrise.

My Qigong Exercise 

When I completed my Qigong exercise, I stayed standing with my eyes closed and arms outstretched to continue to receive Qi and life force energy into my energetic self. In this phase or receiving and welcoming subtle energies into me, my thoughts turned to my dream last night of messages hidden in stone that I eventually was able to perceive and see, and then my early morning meditation about how expanding ones sensing skills uses your senses and then goes beyond the physical realm into the spiritual realm. Now I heard another voice in my mind explaining what happened in my dream and meditation.

“Last night you were exploring the metaphysicalTao and being guided by someone you trust. You stopped to “see” things that are there, in the area you live, but in a different layer beyond the physical realm. The dream showed you that you could tune in and open up to receiving input and the messages embedded in the earth. The dream message was to show the process of not only developing that skill, but how it can be used. 

The meditation that happened after you woke up was a way to guide your mind on how the expansion of sensing skills works - you use your physical senses but you are training them to go beyond the physical realm and tap in and receive the messages and input from other layers within the Tao.

You now have a new awareness.The process of expanding one’s awareness may occur in multiple steps with messages being sent and received in different manners - dreams, thoughts, meditations, etc. When the awareness moment happens, it can come  from the gathering of all those pieces together to provide the full message. 

You now have an awareness that when one is expanding their sensing skill abilities, it begins with that desire, and then thoughts and feelings, and then focusing on those desires, thoughts, and feelings and using your physical senses to help increase your awareness. The input of sensations, thoughts, feelings, images, sounds, etc. may expand beyond the physical realm to provide that fuller picture of meaning. 

It starts out small, but grows and expands like ripples made on a still water lake. Awareness may begin with the rock hitting the still water, but the growth of awareness is like the ripples made from that single moment when the rock hits the water.”

My recent thoughts on 'how to increase and improve my awareness to help me expand my consciousness' have led me to this experience of a dream message, a meditation message, and guidance from beyond.  In this dream, for example, the message was about how my ability to see can expand beyond what I physically see. The awareness of seeing beyond the physical then expands into new areas and then creates new thoughts, impressions, and feelings. Even messages by nonphysical messengers and spiritual guides begin to direct new concepts and ideas into my meditations and other communication methods I am open to receiving. These then create even more new thoughts, feelings, awareness, and impressions within my physical self. The outcome is  an expanding awareness of consciousness, which is what I have desired. The ripple grows. New concepts and ideas emerge.  

Conclusion

Learning to pay attention to your thoughts and feelings is the beginning of becoming more aware. Your thoughts and feelings will help you become aware of your desires and your thoughts and feelings will then start giving you feedback to help guide you towards what your desires are. The process of awareness grows and expands and eventually gets deeper and broader. Others will be drawn in and come forward in new ways to help open doors that can assist in helping you achieve your desires, and more and new thoughts and feelings will become part of your life. Eventually the nonphysical realm from the other layers of the Tao will also be drawn in and start to be part of this movement and flow as well. But it all begins with the first step - being aware of your thoughts and feelings.

Tuesday, February 7, 2023

Begin with Trusting Your Impressions and Feelings

You are a spiritual being inside a physical body. Your spiritual self (your soul) desired to have certain experiences in that physical body on planet earth. Your spiritual self came into that physical body with a toolkit to help navigate your experience in that physical body. This “spiritual toolkit” is made up of feelings, and impressions. It is your thoughts, feelings, desires, and impressions that are aligned with the life purpose. 

Your physical body is set up to receive input, guidance, validation, and assurances from your energetic, spiritual soulful self through your feelings and impressions. It is your feelings and impressions that are the primary mechanism to guide your choices and decisions. When you improve and expand this ability to sense your feelings, trust your feelings, and act on those feelings and impressions, your ability to navigate your life improves. 

Trusting your feelings and impressions is how you engage with this internal, built-in navigation system.You have to tune into your thoughts, feelings, and impressions to receive this guidance and personal advice. You then learn to trust your feelings and impressions and use them as part of your decision making process. If you ignore your feelings and impressions, or not trust them, you probably are taking someone else's advice over your own feelings. This usually leads to choices and decisions that are not aligned with our life purpose - they are aligned with someone else's needs or ego. But what happens next? Your soul will feel an emptiness or have an awareness that this is wrong or you are not where you need to be. Eventually this unpleasant feeling will grow, and grow, and grow until it is as if there is inner SHOUTING within you pleading to be recognized. If you finally accept and re-engage with these new feelings and act on them, you may be able to get on the track that is aligned with your real life purpose. This can be done at any age because the life lesson we all need to learn is to TRUST OUR FEELINGS AND IMPRESSIONS.  


When you tune into your feelings, trust your feelings, and act on those feelings, you can gain a greater sense of validation and assurance that your feelings and impressions are correctly guiding you. Eventually you may reach a point where you can receive more complex messages and input, including images, or have visions, or even visitations and guidance from spiritual beings. Your life will become aligned directly to your life purpose. 


If you want a more fulfilling life, start trusting your internal navigation system - your feelings and impressions. Notice how your life changes and your satisfaction increases due to having a life that is aligned with (and to) your life purpose.  

Sunday, January 29, 2023

What is the Awakening and How Does the Shialude Energy Contribute to This?

'The Awakening' is an era of change in humanity. It periodically occurs in the course of time when humanity has reached a certain point in their development to advance to a higher level in consciousness and awareness. The last awakening created the Renaissance. This current awakening is one of individual empowerment, which leads me to believe that civil liberties, personal freedoms, and human rights will take center stage.   

The subtle energy that is triggering this Awakening is known as the shialude energy. It is an invisible, subtle, spiritual energy that has been shared and released through the Tao and eventually becoming a part of most people’s spiritual selves. We can think of the shialude energy acting in a similar fashion to a hormone that gets released when a certain milestone is achieved.  It is almost as if most of humanity has hit puberty at the same time and the world is now acting like an unruly teenager. This is in part due to the release and distribution of the hormone-like quality of the shialude energy. It is a trigger to help us engage and begin a new cycle in humanity’s growth. 

The shialude energy has a more constant and steady vibration than what we have had before. This more constant and steady vibration drives this continued participation and involvement in growing, learning, developing, and progressing. developing, changing, and progressing. This energy will eventually create an inner purity within us that some refer to as a type alchemy,  It is a very real change. 

This Awakening energy is being distributed within our physical bodies via the connecting points and meridians in the body and acts similar to the neurons inside our body.  I also found it interesting to learn that the shialude energy is not just IN our bodies - it is also in  the connecting points and portals throughout the Earth as well as throughout the Tao. In other words, the  awakening is occurring everywhere - not just in humanity.

I believe the best aspect of all of this is that the awakening and the shialude energy is also creating an easier, shorter, and more immediate connection to one's Higher Self. This is a very big deal ! The Higher Self is the primary source of our personal information about who we are and why we are the way we are. Our Higher self knows the reason for us being on the planet right now and why.  Having a more instantaneous and continuous connection for guidance, support, and answers to our personal questions is a tremendous gift. 

The Awakening and the energy of the shialude are changing everything. Yes, it is going to be a bumpy ride but it is also going to provide tremendous opportunities. It is within this era and through this chaos we can refine our own inner self to the point where we become like the phoenix bird that emerges from the fire and soars. 

Sunday, January 22, 2023

This Awakening is the Time of Self Empowerment

Many people believe that God can (or should) swoop in and save people should he choose, and when this doesn’t happen, they wonder why he chose to not do this.  Was he busy?  Did he not care?  What happened? Having a belief that God is like a compassionate or vengeful parent limits the responsibility and serves the need to have someone to blame. It propagates the concept of being a victim and therefore not being responsible.

But now more people are taking on the mantle of responsibility for their life. In part, that is what this phase in humanity’s growth and development is about; self empowerment.  With that concept and energy comes the awareness of who they really are.  


When people have an awareness of who they are, they have the opportunity to also recognize the outcomes of their life are based on choices they made, be it good or bad.  This change is part of the awakening energy. Questioning former beliefs and expectations is part of the awakening experience. Gaining and developing a new awareness will be a process and not something changed immediately. But it will change. And it is. 

Wednesday, January 18, 2023

How to Have More or Different Types of Spiritual Experiences

Spiritual energy is used to nourish the spiritual body and is also the medium that transmits spiritual messages, communication, and spiritual experiences. There are different spiritual energy frequencies used for different types of spiritual communication and development.

If you want to have different types of spiritual experiences or receive different types of spiritual messages, there are tools you can use to help you change, adapt, or fine tune your personal spiritual energy frequency so it is more aligned to the different types of spiritual frequencies.  Food, sex, music/sounds, color, rituals, meditation, movement, are methods you can use to change and adapt your personal spiritual energetic frequency to become tuned into different types of spiritual communications. These also can facilitate having more as well as different types of spiritual experiences. It’s all about energy, frequency, vibration, and the process of interaction with the spiritual realm. It is about spiritual communication and interaction.

Changing and adapting yourself to facilitate the type of communication and the type of experiences you desires is what will drive the type of spiritual communication or spiritual experience. This is another form of empowerment in this new age and era of the awakening.

The power of spiritual growth and development, as well as spiritual communication, are based on your choice and desire. It is not due to what comes over a pulpit or what someone else says is spirituality or spiritual growth. Spirit is real and true as matter.  It is like the middle of the equation between energy and matter. Is the equal sign, the arrow, the transformer from one side of the equation to the other.

Is there, or can there be a one-to-one relationship between producing spiritual energy and receiving a spiritual experience? This is not necessarily a one-to-one answer.  There are many factors involved; energy is but one. Available energy, the type of energy, the receptiveness of the individual, the sender or giver of the spiritual experience or message, the timing, even the location…these are all factors that can affect and play into the spiritual experience.

What happens if a spiritual message is sent but the receiver misses it?  Just like happens in real life…sometimes the message is resent…sometimes not.  

The goal, or one of the goals, is to improve your probability or likelihood to receive spiritual messages and have spiritual experiences.  There are certain levels of progression that impact and can influence this experience.  For example, daily meditation, puts you in a better position to receive input because you are increasing the probability of receiving. Location can also be another factor. Earth energy centers, where the life force energy is more concentrated, are places where there is enough spiritual energies available that may be used for spiritual experiences, including astral travel, visions, interacting with your Higher Self, or communing with Spiritual Beings and Messengers.

Cycles are another contributing factor that can play into when a spiritual experience can occur. Cycles of the moon, cycles of the sun, or the season can be used as ways to identify peaks and valleys of Yin/Yang energy. That is why certain rituals are done at certain times of the year – the anticipation of the yin or yang energy being high can actually influence the spiritual experience. The yin/yang principle of ebb and flow can also be used to indicate when a person is more receptive to either the receiving or sending spiritual energies.

In addition there is the sensitivity and training a person has made within themselves to either receive or send energy. Also, the urgency or need of a spiritual experience can be another factor involved in a message or experience. This means that on the “other side” of things, it may require more energy or intensity to get the message sent to you, for example.

There are many factors involved in one’s ability to have more spiritual messages and spiritual experiences; the available of spiritual energy, the type of energy, the receptiveness of the individual, the sender or giver of the spiritual message and experience, the timing, and even the location. All of these are factors that can affect and play into creating and having a spiritual experience.

The goal is to improve the probability and likelihood to receive spiritual messages and have more spiritual experiences. Being aware of spiritual energy is a good start, but also there is a need to pay attention to one's thoughts, impressions, feelings, and desires. This helps a person go inward and develop a sensitivity and awareness to subtle messages and communication. 

In addition, placing oneself in situations or locations where one can increase the probability of receiving spiritual messages and experiences will provide more opportunities for these types of experiences. Situations like meditating, or chanting, or being in nature, conducting rituals, or engaged in mental focus with physical movement or positions (such as yoga, qigong, tai chi) are all activities that can increase opportunities for more and different kinds of spiritual messages and experiences.

Wednesday, January 11, 2023

Becoming More Aware of Sensations

Today’s discussion (or lesson) is on sensations and becoming more aware of sensations. This is the first step to being more sensitive to energy and information via the spiritual realm.The primary step is to be aware of your feelings.

Feelings are the translation of an emotion to the psyche. It is a mechanism the physical ‘you’ uses to interpret what is going on around you and within you. It is the primary method available to all humankind.  Being aware of your feelings is the first step in becoming more aware. Becoming more aware is the first door that opens when you are wanting to take that inward journey; the journey of understanding who you really are.

The next step is becoming tuned into your physical senses, such as seeing, tasting, touching, hearing, smell. The other is to tune into and be aware of your thoughts and impressions.

There is a migration of awareness.  Some of these mechanisms are used for communication and messages.mSome of them are used similarly to just interpreting information around you. Just like an artist or an athlete does, you need to practice. A person can do the same. You tune in and be aware of those sensations and when those sensations become triggered. 

For example, when you sit in meditation, you may have the sensation of expanding out of your body. You feel a physical sensation of change. The spirit is expanding out of the boundaries of the body and your physical self “feels” that change in some of the sensory cells in the body. The body reports a sensation.Sometimes an image will come to your mind as well.  Sometimes the image is a message. Sometimes the image is what is actually occurring.

So how can a person become more sensitive and aware? First; notice your feelings.  Every chance you get you can say “what am I feeling right now?”

When you feel a new emotion coming on, or your emotion changes, think “what am I feeling now? Why? or Where is this feeling coming from?”

In moments of pensiveness, stillness, quiet times, or times when you are meditating, go inward.  Visualize your spiritual self. Visualize your spiritual body. Visualize your chakras. Visualize your Higher Self. While you are reviewing this, tune your thoughts into the sensations that are part of that spiritual realm.

This is the first step to being more sensitive to subtle, spiritual energy and the information and messages you can obtain via the spiritual realm.

Monday, January 9, 2023

The Power of a Thought and How it Can Immediately Change Your Energetic Self

When I was being trained in Medical Qigong at the Chine Medicine School, each of us were required to give Qigong treatments on our fellow students. At my very first practice session with a fellow student, I had her lay on her back on the treatment table and I proceeded to do what is called a flat palm assessment. This is used as a tool in the assessment process where you use your palm and slowly and methodically guide it over the patient's body and mentally focus your mind to pick up any sensations in this scanning process.  

As I slowly guided my flat palm over her supine body, I suddenly fell onto her and had to catch myself to stand upright again. It was such a surprise, but I got back in the assessment mode of sensing and carried on. But NOW I was seeing visual images in my mind of her playing outside with some little children who appeared to be hers. I knew she did not have any children. But then I noticed she seemed older than being in her early 20's - she looked like she was in her mid 30's. I also could sense she was NOT an acupuncturist but was a midwife.

At the end of this Qigong session we chatted and shared what each of us experienced in this practice Qigong medical treatment. She told me that after a few seconds into this Qigong medical treatment, her thoughts changed and she thought, "I'm going to be totally open in this Qigong session".  This was when I 'fell on her" - the normal barriers of protection were now down and caught me unaware. The result was me falling onto her and into her energetic space. 

I also shared what I experienced in this session and how it seemed I saw her as her future self when she allowed me fully into her space. She admitted she had a strong desire to be a midwife. This was something I didn’t know.

This experience during this Qigong session showed me the power of thought in real time. She had a thought to open up, which immediately happened, and the result was I was able to fully ‘read or receive’ her Qi and energy. It was a validation to the phrase "where your mind goes is where the Qi goes".  

Our thoughts are powerful. Thoughts are where everything begins or changes.

Sunday, January 1, 2023

Who You Are is a Choice

You need to stop blaming others for how your life turned out. You are a product of many decisions and choices you made along the way. Yes, shit happens. Yes, many things are beyond your control. But how you react and respond to this is your choice. Even being passive and allowing someone else to be in charge and make decisions on your behalf are still choices, and you are still responsible and own those, too.

Blaming someone else is a diversion tactic. It can make you feel vindicated for awhile, but overtime it will cause the flow and balance within your energetic body to slow, pause, and even start to swirl in place. This is called stagnation. Eventually that stagnation contributes to being moody, sad, angry, or carry a sense of dread. It is not a positive energy. That swirl of 'stuckness' then seems to be merge into a cycle of repeating patterns that your Higher Self will use to provide you with opportunities - all designed to help you learn and grow. When you make that change, the lesson that was embedded in that cycle of repeating swirl now goes away, a new and different path opens up and you finally get to move on! 

This will be a great time to stop those judgments, blame, and sense of victimhood (or entitlement) and create some new thoughts and feelings that define who you really are. This is the time to change your perspective and create a new one. This will allow that inner flow of spiritual energies within you to flow and allow your soul to expand, fly, and even soar.  It will be worth the change.